regshoe

Keith is a cynic, but it’s clear that some part of him very much doesn’t want to be. He’s been hurt time and again by other people, but there’s this child-like need to believe that people are good, and even though he tries to wall himself off from others that need is still there, something I think is very clearly the aftereffects of an emotionally neglected childhood (as Gleam in the North makes clear). It’s no wonder he likes Ewen, who is so dependable in his affection, and why he’s so distressed to think that Ewen feels betrayed by him. I love these chapters because we really see Keith unravel a bit, and start to prioritise other things than military ambition. It’s a good look for him.

I have more thoughts, but alas will have to type them up tomorrow!